I hate to post this song.
It makes it sound like I’m determined not to let go; that there’s a problem on my end. One of those, “Baby, just give me one more chance. I won’t mess up again” things.
And that’s not how it is at all.
Yesterday, for about the billionth time, I said to myself that I was through. That I wasn’t going to worry about it anymore; I’ve been honest and myself, and if that wasn’t good enough then I wasn’t going to hold on. I was going to let whatever happens happen without any effort on my part. I ran.
Every single time that happens, something happens that shows me that something is there. It’s beautiful, and special, and real. And it’ll hold on to me whether I’ve let go or not.
I am so thankful.
Rainy Days of Summer
make me want to sleep forever. Just to like, curl up under the sheets with my windows open and listen to the rain. All. day.
I think I’m addicted to sleeping.
This is how I feel today.
I can’t believe I actually enjoy following a blog called “thedailybunny”. But oho, I do.
God is so good.
He’s put people in my life who look out for me, who take care of me, and who do incredible things for me, even though I scream that I’m strong enough to do all of it myself.
For example: (you might think it a trifle of a thing, but…) one of my friends spent a good half hour cleaning the engine of my car today. It’s like having someone wash your feet, you know?
Draw whatever symbolism you want from that.
He didn’t have any reason to; I didn’t ask or comment about how my car’s engine was filthy (it wasn’t, by the way). There were better ways he could have spent his first day of summer and his last half hour before work.
Instead, he spent it going over my engine with a whole can of Armor All and getting every microscopic speck of anything off.
I just stood in the garage, watching and wondering why he was doing that. Why God had made someone who cared like that for me.
Maybe I’m blowing it out of proportion, but it just struck a chord with me.
You gotta admit, it looks good :)
That awkward moment when you geek out over Springsteen around people who just don’t understand.
I’m a happy girl :)
Ahahahahahahahahahaha. Yes.
I LOVE THIS BLOG.
It makes me laugh, because it’s so true. I legitimately have been giggling every couple seconds.
thanks for the submission! beach-love-horses
You see this view? It’s the best way to see the world.
I’m going to be seeing the world from this place all summer long.
Pferde by HamburgerJung on Flickr.
Again, just yeah. Look at that neck and head. Definitely warmblood. Dutch?
About me
Life is full of beauty. I'm grateful for every minute I get to spend gazing at it all, and discovering the bits that I was previously oblivious to.
